“The Lord is kind and merciful, slow to anger and rich in compassion.”
That was the response to Psalm 103 that we sang today after the first reading. And it is a very fitting response, full of comfort and full of promise, for this time in our nation.
For decades we had seen the horrors of war portrayed in the movies and on television. And eventually we began to watch those horrors with a certain detachment as Hollywood turned killings into box office entertainment and cash register receipts.
And, in a way, no wonder. All those terrible things were happening “over there somewhere.”
That is, until sixteen years ago, 11 September 2001, when the unbelievable happened. Terror arrived at our doorstep. America was violated. And we will never be the same again: our travel, our security our daily living will never be the same as they were prior to the events of 9/11.
In September 2006, on the fifth anniversary of 9/11, a film was distributed, entitled Saint of 9/11. It is about the late Father Mychal Judge, the much-loved New York City Fire Department chaplain who was one of the first to die at the World Trade Center. Debris fell on him as he was ministering to others in the lobby of the North Tower.
A famous photograph shows a dead Father Judge being carried out by firemen and looking, for all the world to see, like a modern Pieta.
Who was this man? Mychal Judge was born in Brooklyn on 11 May 1933, the son of Irish immigrants. He lost his father when he was only six years old and missed him terribly.
He entered the Franciscans and was ordained a priest in 1961 and served in several parishes.
In 1992 he was named the chaplain to the New York City Fire Department. “I always wanted to be a priest or a fireman,” he said at the time. “Now I’m both!”
He gained the respect of the firefighters of New York City. He was outgoing, and friendly. He had the gift of gab and a rollicking sense of humor. One Franciscan recalled latter that Father Mychal Judge “treated everyone like family.”
About a month before he died, Father Judge had a strong sense from his prayer that his life would soon end. So he decided to give away his few possessions. A friend of his received a box full of his books.
When word came that a plane had crashed into one of the World Trade Center Towers on the morning of 11 September, Father Judge went downtown with the other firefighters.
Mayor Guiliani saw him rush by with several of them and grabbed him by the arm. “Father Mychal, pray for us,” he said. “I always do!” Father Mychal responded with a nervous smile.
A documentary showed footage of the lobby area inside the first tower. Father Judge is seen walking by the camera, looking worried and distressed with his lips moving slowly. Many presumed he was saying the rosary.
Moments later he went to bless the fallen bodies of a firefighter and a woman. Just as he removed his helmet, steel debris fell on him, striking him on the back of the head and killing him instantly.
That photograph of the firefighters carrying his dead body minutes later to nearby Saint Peter’s Church traveled around the world. They laid his dead body in front of the altar. And they covered it with a white alb from the sacristy vestment closet, a symbol of the white garment that he wore at his Baptism when he became a beloved child of God and was promised the gift of eternal life.
Father Mychal Judge was sixty-eight years old at the time of his death.
But it must also be said that this man of many good deeds was not without his struggles. He had to battle daily with his same-sex attraction and with his alcoholism.
He kept his vows and remained celibate. But it was a constant struggle for him. In the early days of AIDS, when even the medical personnel were fearful of any contact, Father Judge ministered to the dying men at New York’s Saint Vincent’s Hospital. And this was heroic and virtuous.
As to his alcoholism, at the time of his death he had been sober for twenty-three years. And he had saved countless people by taking them to A.A., the fellowship of Alcoholics Anonymous. One man remembers living in a box until Father Judge found and rescued him. This too was heroic and virtuous.
Father Judge told one of his friends that when he got up in the morning, he allowed himself “two minutes for a private pity party to feel sorry for myself.” After that, he went to work, helping and serving whomever he met.
Father Judge, a man with his own struggles, gave his life in witness to Gospel love: “There is no greater love than this: to lay down one’s life for one’s friends,” [John 15: 13] – as Jesus did for us.
Father Mychal Judge left us this prayer: “Lord, take me where you want me to go. Let me meet whom you want me to meet. Tell me what you want me to say. And keep me out of your way.”
Our post-9/11 world has changed so much during these last sixteen years. Still, we need to remember that “the Lord is kind and merciful, slow to anger and rich in compassion.”
God is faithful to us and asks us, with His grace, to do our part, right where we are, to make this world a better place:
–a little kinder
–a little more merciful
–a little slower to anger
–and a little richer in compassion.
Father Mychal Judge’s prayer is a fitting one for us to conclude with today and to live by every day: “Lord, take me where you want me to go. Let me meet whom you want me to meet. Tell me what you want me to say. And keep me out of your way.” Amen.